February

Well its the end of February and I'm doing okay. Its been 10 weeks since Christian death and some days its very hard to doing anything else except just sit, but it is getting better. As I set here in the office I'm surrounded by photo albums that I need to go through, so I can finish the memory album I started for Christian a year ago. Now I will finish it for his son Sequoia.

I have a set a goal for this, I need to be finish so I can send to Sequoia before April 29th (which is Christian's 40th birthday). I know this will be bitter sweet as I go though the photos of our early lives becoming a family, as both kids grow up again before my eyes. My mother told me when I was pregnant with Christian take a lot of pictures, its important to catch all the little things they do. Time stands still for no one! We did take a lot of pictures, we are talking about 39 years of photos!!!

So the journey begins stepping back in time to watch our family grow, change and live again as only they can though the lens of a camera.