Someday, why is it that everyone says it will be better someday. I've even said it! I know it does get easier I've walked though my share of grief over the last 60 years, but some how its different each time. The lost of Grand Parents, Step Mom & Step Dad and my own Father, but the lose of a Son is so much harder.
As I read the blog of my friend (Tweets from my nest) as she walks through the lose of her husband with grace and faith. I am so encouraged by her and by the Lord himself that I do know that it will get easier with time. The Lord keeps reminding me that he has all things in His hands, I know He is a good God and loves us so much. Its just some times hard to see the end of the valley where I know the sun comes up each day, so I just keep breathing in and out and living one day at a time.
I must remind myself its okay to cry and to miss his face and know that I will see him again, just not here on this earth, but oh to hold him one more time and say I do love you. I will wait and can wait for I know one day it will come to pass I will hold my son once again.
